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| errrr....i feel like choking some one.....I'm so .....i hate to say it but jealous that all these people i see are going out and are having great a great time with there lover.....ugh i wish i could get a date already....but i guess that is part of this curse that i have.....to make it basic....till my birthday nothing is going to go good for me....my relationship's have sucked so far.....its so hard to find somebody that is even interested in going out.......its like i have to act a certain way to get any good girls at all....but now that i think about it....if i have to act to get them then there not so good obviously.....but is there really another girl out there just like me?....or maybe the exact opposite that i will love......its funny how opposites attract like crazy......Sam was an Aquarius which is the opposite of a Leo......and i loved her alot....so maybe i should look for some Aquarius's.....but how am i even going to get a date with an oppisite? seems like we all have to be the same to attract.....so does that make sense at all?....ugh....relationships.....maybe when i get money then finally people will have to act to get me to notice them....but would i want too.....so complicated...... | | |
| hello all......im a bit...not all here as you can see im posting late....i just resontly read a post from my first girl friend who i am still in love with and she posted about a letter a wrote her....she typed it for all to see and then after words said it was annoying, pathetic, and rediculus.....this is a woman i could marry i could love forever...and probly will she always was my dream girl and.....everytime i dream that we get back together i wake up and just think "god danm it if i can't wake up with her, why wake up at all, atlease in my dreams im happy".....i think its stupid considering all that shes done to me but....i love her....if only i could find some one just like her.....mexican, beatiful, and nice to me....and hope that they would love me and take care of the ogre when he needed confort.......but what can i say...i guess i wouldn't be the ogre that i am today if it wasn't for her....so thanks bitch.......her xanga is gj_MuEmpiRe so if any body would like to hate mail her....have fun....cause she has broke up with me on my birthday....made me cry....and called me bad things.....but shes right...i am pathetic.... | | |
| ‡ugh....i can't believe i missed the bus..of all the days....i miss the bus today....could have been the last day i had to wake up and go to school but instead.....i have to get up monday!....but atlease i can listen to this song and it makes me feel better....yea sunday my grandpa died....and thats been hard on me....but i feel better now......one more day then im FREE i can't wait‡ | | |
| ‡Hey all....im sitting in the lrc and i'm a little sad right now because i just got done seeing my ex girlfriend and i feel kinda bummed....she was walking down the hall as i came up the stairs and i saw her walking with one of my classmates....as soon as i saw her i turned away and didn't look...she said my name but i just couldn't bear to look at her in the face....so i simply just kept walking and waved my hand with out turning around...i don't know how long i can take this....i mean i'm so glad i don't have to watch her kiss guys and walk with people i know anymore soon cause its going to be summer.....why do i love her?.....i don't knnow but everytime i think about the great times we've had i just....put myself in a dark corner......i'm not saying i can't deal with it...i can....its just that...its hard to look at her....she is so beatiful....and remembering our moment together is when i last remember being at peace(not including when i do drugs) she made me whole.....and now it seems like she still has a part of me.....heh....i hate this sooooo much.....sometimes i just wish she would come back to me...then i could be as happy as i used to be......lifes a bitch and so is love...‡ | | |
| ‡Haha look at all those crazy kids posting over a mere hair dew. Yea i wasn't sober when i let my mom do it....actualy i don't think she was ethier...oh well haha....today i slept allll day...i heard there was a bomb threat so im thinking " I can't believe del actual bombed the school" but then i remembered that....well...del could only do it if me and billy were with him heh.....i was so exsited thinking that the school had been blown up and that it was all gone....set aside my thoughts for others inside were in tact....but they would have died for the greater good...heh....well ok maybe not but ya know.....school can be a pain....which is why i miss alot.....that and cause i just ani't the morning person....but oh fuckin well right?....i was thinking the other day....about how pot could actauly help us more then it could hurt us....and we would be alot more happyer.....i think that if we banned alchohal and made weed legal we could make some serious changes for the better in sociaty.....the things we can do with pot besides smoke it is very benificial.....we could make gas, clothes, rope, treat cancer....that all i got on that for now but if we could do all that with it and make the us a little more....happy....we could have a better country......i know that if every one was smoking pot we would all love and care for one another alot more...and it would bring us closer as people......starwberry fields....my utopia... ‡ | | |
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